Shouldn't

Shouldn't Shouldn't shouldn't. Why am I expecting good things that will happen. I shouldn't do all these planning. I expected too much. I should stop everything. I shouldn't continue. I should've just make it small. Things don't go so smooth. Nothing is ever smooth. I will never satify for whatever you do, I do. I regretted. Screw this. Screw this month. Screw birthdays. Fuck it. Those that want leave, go ahead. Those that don't give a fuck, screw you. Sometimes being alone is good. Why is it that I can be there for everyone. Listen to their shits and worries but no one is here for me when I need a listening ear.