That Lost Little Girl.

Dear diary,

Long long time ago, there was one little girl who was once cheerful, bubbly, and innocent. Her mind was pure and one fine day she found someone whom she can trust completely and she decided to open up. She shared her thoughts, her words, and be herself. She trusted who it was and there was no doubt on everything. She gives her all and thought that it would give her back the equal amount she gave out. However, slowly it wasn't what it was. In fact, it took it for granted and tear down the wall she built in her entire life. She tries to fix it but there are too many holes at each corner and it wasn't like before. Where it was so strong to support whatever it comes and fights it back. This wall had not been in this bad condition before and she has no idea how to fix it. Hence, she decided to live with it and not make it any worse. However, her wall was too weak to support heavy storm, rainfall, and hurricane. That little girl was hopeless and afraid to look for help because there might be another person who is gonna make her wall collapse. She stood strong and needed more time to think how to support the wall. Slowly, she figured out ways to patch those tiny holes in the wall. In fact, she even tries to climb up high and built her wall even higher than she could expect.

Question:"Will she ever trust again?'

One of my Mum's bestie just passed away with terrible accident 2 days ago. Went to her furneral earlier on and was very sad about it because she watched us grow up and helped us a lot. Probably this is why I get so emotional today. 

Rest in peace auntie Li Yun. I miss you.