The one

Dear diary,

Its been awhile and I realise that time arent waiting for people.

Time flies throughout my 21 years however I dont really feel satisfied with whatever I have now. Maybe I should be more gladful as compare to the past. Still, I felt that there are a few missing puzzle in my life. Probably its hinting me to get a Boyfriend! HAHA

Definitely, browsing through social media or going out, I do notice my surroundings having couples caring for one another other, having fun together. Especially recently my Second Brother was married last sunday (1st October 2017) I was so envy haha, like I want to be like them! It seems like their times flies around the rainbow. However looking at my side, is like im given a box but when I open it, it's empty. ): Right, because I have not found mine yet. In my mind, I was screaming "WHERE ARE YOU? Stop playing hide and seek with me!" AHHAHA Talking about facts, I do felt that my life there are times im feeling lonely and I need someone to accompany me, have fun together, do things together, someone I can open up to. Although, its not easy as it is to find the right one or to handle a playful, naughty and extremely stubborn girl like me. But at times, holding up my crown up high for long time is pretty tiring, which I am still searching the one whose hand is big enough to take it down. Someone that is willing to pamper and dote on me like a little girl that always stick by her mum. Which I guess that's every girls dream isnt? 

However, at times it's not about finding the another half but touching on reality. It can be the aspiration of getting a gateway to leave this place and start new.