What is going on

Life may seems so simple, unpredictable. What make life so boring? Doing the same thing over and over again or doing nothing at the meantime feeling empty and for the first time this question comes in and question her, "What do you want? Why are you so boring and what is going on?" It questions her repeatedly, daily and every moment in life. The words is making her tired and frustrated day by day and it makes her eyes filled with tears and heavy. It just came into her mind with the thoughts of giving up. Give everything up and awaits for the right person who can make her stop questioning in life, his life. Sometimes she wonders, there are so many people who thinks and act differently and sometimes they are predictable. At the same time, she thinks that they understand her in some way but if one day, she wonders if she able to come across someone who thinks in different perspectives and are unpredictable. Are they able to understand her like the way people do? I doubt so.