FORGET IT! I wont forgive and forget anymore! I really can stand it! EVERYTHING YOU POST, EVERYTHING YOU DO, THAT MAKES ME FEEL VERY UPSET ABOUT IT! In your blog, i dono are you posting about be. BUT EVERYTIME I SAW YOU SCOLDING PEOPLE, I REALLY FELT THAT YOU ARE SCOLDING ME! THAT REALLY GIVE ME ALOT OF STRESS! SOMETIMES, I REALLY WANT TO GO DIE, BUT BECAUSE OF MY FAMILY, FRIENDS. I CANT DO IT! BUT AS I BEG YOU OR EVEN PLEASE YOU, STOP MAKING MY LIFE SO UPSET! I REALLY CANT STAND IT! I JUST HOPING DAY PASSES DAYS GOING IN TO I.T.E WITHOUT LOOKING AT YOU, GOING UR BLOG! PLEASE STOP, THIS MAKE ME CANT STUDY, GOOD DAY ALONG AND NO FRIENDS WITH ME! I REALLY WANTS TO STUDY HARD BUT WHENEVER I GO UR BLOG, I STOP ON WHAT I AM DOING. HOPING YOU FORGIVING ME FOR THE LAST TIME I HAVE DONE WRONG! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP! I REALLY HATE IT. I WONT CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY IN SCHOOL WITH ALL MY CLASSMATE, I FEELS THAT ALL BEING FORCED TO CELEBRATED WITH ME! EVEN TEACHERS TOO! PLEASE I FEELS REALLY VERY STRESS FOR ME TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD! I REALLY HATE IT! I HOPE I WONT GO SCHOOL SEEING ALL YOUR FACES BEING FORCED BY OTHERS TO GIVE ME A HAPPY FACES. I REALLY HATE IT! STOP POSTING THOSE THINGS THAT MAKES ME FEELS SO STRESS OR EVEN WHEN YOU POST SOMETHINGS HAPPY, I WILL JEALIOUS U THINKING OFHOW I TREAT YOU AND HOW WE PLAY IN PRIMARY SCHOOL! I SOMETIMES REGRAT QUARREL WITH YOU! AND GROSSIP YOU. IN MY HEART, YOU ARE THE ONLY 1 I LOVES THE MOST AND I TREAT YOU AS BESTFRIENDS THE MOST! BUT BECAUSE OF MY PARENTS WORDS, I THINK ALOT OF BAD THINGS ABOUT YOU YET I QUARREL WITH YOU FR SO LONG AND BREAK THIS. I REALLY HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVES ME AND BE FRIENDS LIKE THE PAST WE DID. WITHOUT RUI QIN, I FEELS SAD BUT IF NO MORE YOU, I GONNA BE DIEING! PLEASE I THNK YOU ARE TOO GOOD TO ME AND MAKES ME FEELS SAD ABOUT MYSELF AND STRESS! THINKING ALOT OF THING, BUT IT COULDNT BE TAKEN BACK. IT ONLY CAN BE THINKING IN DREAMS WONT BE HAPPENING THE SECOND TIMES. FOR ONCE , MY WISH IS GETTING BACK WITH YOU! HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND. WHEN EVER I WITH YOU, I WILL BE TOUCH AND TOLD YOU ALL THE SECERT I HAVE IN MY HEART OR EVEN EVERYTHNG YOU WANTED ME SAY, FEW DAYS I COULDNT STND IT AND TOLD YOU ALL THE THINGS HAPPENING IN ME. I SAD, YOU CHEER ME UP. I HAPPY, YOU BEING HAPPY TOO. I REALLY VERY SORRY. THATS THE REASON I BEING CLOSE WITH ANGIE, JIE QI, KAREN, LIYING I WILL LEAVE THEM. YOU! COULDNT LEAVE MY HEART. EVRYTIME, WE DO ANY ACTIONS, THE FIRST THING IS THINKING OF HOW WE GONNA DO THIS PROBLEM. THAN I WILL COPY OF WHAT WE DO THAT TOO! I CONCLE ALOT OF EVEN BUY TEENAGE TO CONCLE OR EVEN ONLINE TOO. BUT I STILL COULDNT GET RID OF THIS THINKING OF YOU. I HEAR SONG, I STILL THINKING OF YOU. I DO ANY ACTIONS, THINKING OF YOU. IS NOT THAT LOVE I AM SAYING. IS THE BESTFRIEND EVER I AM SAYING. I TOLD MY MUM ABOUT YOU, SHE SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT YOU. I ASK ANYNE FOR ANSWER ABOUT YOU, THEY SAY YOU ARE KIND BUT NOT VERY GOOD TO ME. THEY JEALIOUS ABOUT ME AND YOU IN THE PAST. THEY WOULDNT WANT ME BEING WITH YOU T THE PAST TIME, BECAUSE THEY CANT STAND THEIR JEALIOUSNESS OF US! I HATE T! I MISS WHEN YOU, COME MY HOUSE TIL LATE, EATING, PLAYING, SWIMMING, GOING YOUR HOUSE, SCHOOLING, GROSSIP, SHARING THINGS, PLAY BADMINTON, PLAYING WITH YOUR SIS....PLEASE FORGIVE ME. WHAT YOU WANTED ME CHANGE, I WILL CHANGE. I WILL DO WHATEVER YOU WAN ME TO DO! PLEASE! FORGIVE ME! I NEED YOU ALOT! EVEN WHEN I AM CRYING, I WILL THINK OF THE PAST HOW I TREAT YOU AND HOW I MAKE YOU UPSET I WILL THINK OF MY GRANDFATHER GRANDGRANDGRANDMA OR SOE OTHERS ELSE I EVEN CUT MY HAND FEELS LIKE DIEING FEELS VERY PAIN. EVERYTHING YOU WROTE IN YOUR BLOG, IN YOUR FACEBOOK WALL, I WILL THINK IS IT YOU WRITING ME? LET ME ASK YOUR FRIENDS BESIDE YOU ABOUT IT! I HOPES YOU ACCEPT ME AS YOUR BESTFREINDS PLEASE I REALLY FELT VERY WRONG ABOUT THIS. EVERYTIMES I CRY, I VEALLY HOPING YOU COME AND CONFORT ME. EVERYTIMES YOU CRY, I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU, NO MATTER HOW WE QUARREL I WILL GO THERE AND CONFORT YOU. OR IF NOT IF WE QUARREL TOO FAR AWAY, I WILL CRY IN MY HEART. TELLING YOU, I AM VERY SORRY, HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND ME. REMEMERING THE FIRST DAY CRYING IN SCHOOL, DANIEL MAKE ME CRY, I RUN TO THE TOLIET AND CRY, IS YOU RUNNING BEHIND ME AND CONFORT ME. THIS LET ME REMEMBER FOREVER. THAT TIME I CRY IN THE CLASS, YOU TELL MY CLASSMATE THAT I AM CRYING BUT YOU JUST WALK AWAY LIKE THS WITH YOUR FRIENDS BESIDE YOU. THAT IS THE TIME I CRY FOR THE WHOLE RECESS TIME. MY FRIENDS BESIDE ME, JUST CONFORT ME FOR FEW MINS AND WHEN TO EAT. DURING THE PRIMARY SCHOOL, IF I CRY LIKE THIS, YOU AND RUI QIN WILL CONFORT ME FOR THE WHOLE TIME. NEVER LEAVES ME ALONE THERE IN THE CONER. WHY NOW YOU CAN SO HEARTLESS DOING THIS TO ME ? I REALLY FEELS VERY VERY VERY UPSET I COULDNT FOR GET THIS DAY, AND ANOTHER DAY, WE GATHERED AND DO MEETING JOEL LUE SCOLDED ME, I KNOW SHE HATE ME ALOT THAT TIME OR MAYBE NOW BUT THAT TIME I CRY ALOT TOO. YOU MESSAGE ME, WE STILL CAN BE BESTFRIENDS DONT BE SO UPSET. DYRING THE JANARY. EVERYTIME WHEN I STARTED CRYIN, I WILL THINK YOU AND MY GRANDFATHER. SO MY CRYING WILL STAND FOR SO LONG. I HOPE WE REALLY CAN BE BACK AGAIN AS THE PAST WE DONE AL THIG, I WANT TO DONE WITH YOU IN SECONDAY TOO. PLS MAKE THIS COMES TRUE. I RALLY HOPE. GOD, PLEASE GIVE US CHANCE TO DO THIS. PLEASE EVEN YOU GAVE ME ONLY 1 YEAR TO DO, I WILL DO IT RALLY GOOD AS BEFORE. ALL MY FRIENDS BESIDE ME HAS CHANGE, BUT I STILL HOPE THIS WISH WILL COME TRUE! PLEASE GOD. THIS IS WHAT ALL MY HEARTS FEELS ABOUT YOU! HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND.

AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE LOOKING THIS WHILE ZOOM IN! PLEASE DONT LAUGH AT ME, THIS IS MY TRUTH HEARTS SAYS ABOUT HER. PLEASE DONT.I KNOW I HAVE MANY SPELLING MISTAKE BUT FORGIVE ME. AND I KNOWMY WORDS KEEP CONTIUNE, BUT THAT'S ME.