Gong, I Miss You!

Gong, I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!

I hope to see you in real life, but its impossible now. I just can look in the picture and thinking of the past we done. In the past, every weekend you will come to our house to stay and went for Swimming. After swimming, you will buy ice-cream for me.Than, i helped you massage. How hard i hit, your answer for me is"good, hit harder!" Sometimes, i feel sad about somethings, i will hit even harder. I felt very sorry about it. Whenever i think of this, i really feel like crying. "Sorry, i not suppose to hit you hard whenever i'm sad" You are human, I also a human. Human feel pain when you hit them. Yet i think you dont feel pain at all. I felt stupid, maybe you know that i'm sad, so you advise me to hit hard of giving a phrase,"Good, hit harder!" I'm really a stupid human, Maybe i dont suit to be a human. You dont scold vulgarities at all not even once. Not to me or to others, yet i treat you like that. I'm Really Really Sorry! Maybe next life, i will be the old woman and you be the young. So how hard i hit in the past you can do the same thing, as i did. Sorry. In the month of dec 12 2010, 11.24 a.m, The passing of a great guy. He pass away in the same room while i am sleeping. Nobody's in the room. My aunt dream of him that he will pass away, so she early morning came to my grandmother house to visit him. After visiting, my grandmother send off her to the door. Just in the time, my grandfather peacefully pass away. My grandmother went to the room and saw he has no more breathing. She faster wake my up and say he had pass away. I was so shocked that all my energy is full. Me and my cousin, quicky helped my grandmother wear a big costume. My cousin father was still outside smoking. i quickly call him run back as grandfather just pass away. He was shocked too. So he ran back and look at the time he passed away. He call us to call all our relatives to come as we have to start the .... Few hour later, one by one came to my grandmother house. After we changed the costume, we carried him to the living room. I touched his hand, his hand is going to become cold. In my heart, i was hoping he to wake up not to pass away. As that wont be happening, i hold his hand and keep thinking of the past. Just kep hoping him to wake up! As i have lots of things to say to you. "Gong, i love you. You are my best grandfather in the world! Nobody is going to take over you! I LOVE YOU! My Best Best Best GRANDFATHER I HAD IN MY LIFE!" During he as putting in the coffin, everyone cried! All the tears can filled in a big pile! Than we contiune our...

I'm Sorry, I Miss You, I Love You. Thank you for being my grandfather.

I LOVE YOU!